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Abramelin, day 223

Was up at dawn, and hence got to perform morning rite. Easier now that daylight works in my favor, won’t happen after this weekend due to the time change. I wish Massachusetts would decide to stay in daylight savings mode year round. Screw screwing with our body clocks.

Noon rite went well.

Spent day relaxing, first day off in a week. Tomorrow will be the Total And Complete Shitstorm since it’s Halloween in Salem. I’ll be taking the train and transferring to another train then back again in lieu of driving. Nervous as hell how tomorrow will go. But after this weekend, I get a week off to just relax, get shit done, and have some real time off before starting my new job. Perfect.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 222

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

I’ve realized that my days and nights are filled with doing divination, magic, seership, mediumship past few weeks. If this isn’t alchemical I don’t know what the fuck is. I’ve been getting my taste of full time magician, witch, and priestess and I’m finding that it comes entirely too natural to me. I feel at home.

Another day in Salem.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 221

Morning rite went well.

Got unemployment straightened out, scheduled car for repair, and got an energy scan reading, and all before noon today. Fun times!

Another day in Salem.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 220

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

Another day at the Salem job, busy doing readings. Got home, fed cats, crashed. Despite the exhaustion, still infinitely prefer the work I do here vs in IT. That’s saying a LOT–in both directions.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 219

Morning rite went well, managed to get noon prayer rite in.

Clearly I have found my niche–not that I didn’t already have a sense of it anyhow. Got a LOT of compliments today on my readings: I have a real gift, I’m a headliner, etc. Doing my best not to let it go to my head but happy to hear that I’m helping so many people doing something I enjoy.

I’ve also been offered the opportunity to act as a regular backup psychic on weekends. Definitely going to do it. Could help a lot towards transitioning out of IT.

So many people seem surprised at how long I’ve been at this rite now. Honestly…end date is up to the gods. I figure receiving my almond wand will be a signal as to about when I need to make the final preparations for the last part of this operation.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 217

Morning rite went well, pressed for time with noon prayer rite.

 

Insane day at Salem job but was good. Came home, fed cats, showered, did evening rite, collapsed.

 

Two more days then time to get everything done before I start my new job.

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Abramelin, day 216

Morning and noon rite went well.

It looks like the week off I wanted in order to complete the rite has been given to me, and yet the almond wand is still delayed. I take this to mean I’m still not done yet but it’s so strange to have that week off part work out but not the wand. So close, yet…?

So much crap to burn through, I’ve come so far and yet am so far away. Ugh. Very frustrating on so many levels. I see why the almond wand is not here yet and I wonder when it will be.

Gods help me.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 215

Morning and noon rites went well.

Still no formal written offer, guessing they’re waiting on background check? Imagine if the almond wand were to arrive before then. Hm.

Massage, a little bit of kitty time, and some time relaxing too. Also got a good workout in.

Realizing that I’m beginning to have stronger fine tuning of subtleties, the little shades of the psychic senses. Still need more balance, stronger root.

Evening rite went well.

 

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Abramelin, day 214

Morning rite went well.

I absolutely for the life of me cannot remember if I did the noon rite or not. I don’t think I did, so I did the rite super late and plan to do a prayer rite right before I get to sleep.

Today was sheer madness. Had a super long face to face interview which, despite me going in expecting to hate the job, wound up liking it and everyone was incredibly awesome. Got an offer two hours later, a bit lower than my usual salary but certainly not doable plus very good benefits. Negotiating the whole time off thing because now I KNOW that the Abramelin rite closing will be at my choosing, I will have to take a week off, probably around the holidays. I’m guessing around winter solstice/Christmas time. It feels right for a variety of reasons pertaining to my own faith. This also makes me nervous because this makes the ending more of my choosing and a having to take time off from work versus have it be in between jobs. Ugh.

I’m also terrified they will micromanage me to depth, restrict computer usage, etc. If I’m treated as an adult while there all will be well otherwise it will be horrible and I will burn in flames.

Heeeeeeelp.

Went to a fall festival dinner at one of my fav restaurants which I had gotten reservations for ages in advance, not knowing I would get an offer today. ahaha. Did the wine pairing thing, HUGE mistake. Tiny portions of food, way too much alcohol…doesn’t matter how much I pray over it, I guess Dionysos missed me. No, this doesn’t mix well with the rite. Lesson also learned.

“Noon” rite went well, as did evening prayer rite.