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Abramelin, day 207

Morning rite went well. Noon prayer rite done in car on way to work, got called in for a shift to do readings again but had to leave early for an appointment.

I’m starting to stress about the interviews and I’m realizing how much I intensely hate this entire process, my main career, and how badly it drains me. Half a day for these interviews, all of them. And these people think I’m still employed as all of them were scheduled when I was.

There has to be a better way.

Evening rite done in bed, was suffering from horrible stomach pains. I blame it on trying to eat too much for dinner after not having eaten much past few days.

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Abramelin, day 206

Morning rite went well, noon prayer rite barely happened but got it in.

Worked again today doing tarot readings,had one person tell me I gave her the best 15 minutes of my life. She badly needed to hear what I had to say. Was grateful to help.

Dealing with some congestion and trying to fight back with increased fluids, juicing, sleep, homeopathy.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 205

Had a dream that I upset someone who thought I was Catholic while doing this rite when in fact I am a polytheist. My sole reaction was, “You’ve known me for how long and it’s taken you THIS long to figure out that I’m a polytheist? What?” Odd dream.

Morning rite went well, noon prayer rite done late. Too much going on.

I’ve never before this year had any requests let alone this many to do readings to see how loved ones are doing on the other side. Sign from Hermes, I take, to get my ass in gear on the mediumship stuff. What vibes am I giving off?

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 204

Morning rite and noon prayer rite well.

The second person last night in the past week told me the same thing: that something is going on with me where I am not communicating what I feel and I am about to explode. The first person was looking at my aura and chakra reading and came up with it, now last night similar deal. Given how ridiculously outspoken I am I can only think of a few things this could possibly elude to. But given more than one person has told me this, I cannot ignore it. Hm.

So. Many. Readings. Very busy yesterday.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 203

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

Spent today at the Salem job, did pretty well–even got requests for me as a reader. Crazy amount of time spent in psychic zone and as usual, was totally riding the high until I got home and absolutely crashed.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 198

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

Good day of readings, nice to have the opportunity to help others. Took time during my lunch break to get an aura photograph and reading done of me, and whoa.

chakras2

The throat chakra in particular terrifies me, but the third eye one covers my whole face. I blame the Abramelin.

Still exhausted but not as much today as yesterday.

Evening rite went well.

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Abramelin, day 197

Four hours of sleep last night because nothing is sacred.

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

First day at the psychic/tarot reading job went well, helped many and did well on tips too. Apollo was with me. 🙂 Everything is getting sharper and the more I exercise these skills the harder it is to “come back” and I realize I can’t, the floodgates are open.

Night was coven event, very intense. That awkward moment when you have to ground before ritual. Given how it went glad I did.

Evening rite went well. Exhausted on so many levels, sleep now.

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Abramelin, day 157

Woke up at 3am and couldn’t get back to sleep. “Heard” one of my kitties crying, then about 15 minutes later she was scratching at my door and mewing like crazy. Went outside, cuddled her and my other kitty, went back to bed, still couldn’t get to sleep until maybe 6am. By the time I finally did, I wound up dreaming of waking up the next day, being far too tired for my own good, and getting into the car and suddenly I was full blown, wide open: I could equally see the astral plane/psychic realm just as clearly as the physical world, both at once. And I knew that driving like that would not be a good thing.

Woke up later than normal time, morning rite went as well as expected. The drive to work was not quite as intense as the dream predicted but note to self, sleep is important. I couldn’t help it but today was full blown, sleep depped madness.

Noon prayer rite went well, walk after.

Went to the movies and dinner tonight by myself, got back home. Still sleep depped madness.

Gods help me.

It hit me that my problem is not that I need to become more psychic; I’m more than psychic enough. The key is being open to what’s already there. Once that wall is blown wide open and I can open and close it more readily by will alone, things will get more interesting.

Evening rite went well. Goodnight Night Vale, goodnight.

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Abramelin, day 134

Morning rite went well, and afterwards I was up for the day. It got me to work earlier, so I got to leave earlier. Even better!

Noon prayer rite went well also.

I have a lot on my mind. The audiobook, a movie I saw recently…there’s some very interesting synchronicity going on, and I have a lot to ponder in regards to magic and manifestation.

Tonight I wound up doing for the second time a tarot-less reading. Apparently a prayer to Apollo was all that was needed, an intense burst of energy shot down onto the top of my head, straight through my body…shit was intense, I’m still high. It went on from there. If I had been wondering how the Abramelin has been affecting my psychic ability, I guess I don’t need to wonder or worry too much anymore.

Evening rite went well. Holy hell, I am still incredibly high and a bit dizzy.

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Abramelin, day 129

I woke up at dawn on the dot, so I managed to get enough water in me to think straight in order to do the morning rite. Went well.

I had a very strange, very vivid dream afterward which was entirely on the astral, knew I was dreaming, etc. Some of those purification issues have come up again. Interesting.

Noon rite went well, but was delayed by quite a bit due to a two hour call with my mom. The amount of family drama that has been going on has been escalating to daytime tv drama levels. I am now physically and mentally in pain; I need a hot bath and a glass of wine, but Abramelin. I could do just the hot bath maybe with some kombucha from Whole Foods? Tea? Yes, tea.

My mom reminded me of someone whom I was very good friends with in high school and lost touch with them sometime while I was in college. Found him on LinkedIn, and he’s local to me. Small, weird world I live in.

And today I get an invite to be one of the admins of a page called Pythia, do oracles on behalf of Apollo. This is the second Apollo priestess related thing I’ve been invited to join in the past few weeks that can transform into a Big Deal. Apollo is the god I’ve gone on a divinatory/psychic path for; I’ve always had gifts in that respect and after he came into my life, that path became very much associated with him. Moments after I invite several people to like the page, I got a comment from someone that both touched and overwhelmed me. It may have been the best compliment I’ve received in a very long time.

I also finally got the laundry done.

Evening rite went well.