Abramelin, day 28

Wow, my dreams last night were fucked up. NO idea what brought those about, but seriously not cool. Some serious purification/cleansing is in order. Cleanse and purge indeed.

Morning rite went well, considering.

Day went okay. A few trying moments at work from the usual suspects but otherwise fine. This evening however was…chaotic. Too much multitasking to try to get stuff done, wound up completely fried.

I did however reach some valuable insights on a longtime problem that’s been troubling me, and I think it’ll also help me immensely with the Abramelin operation. I need to sit on it and meditate some more on precisely how to go about it, but I think I’m finally off on the right track. There are also some things I want to guard myself from in the process, and I think I touched upon a few of them tonight. In essence, I need to reclaim some stuff that was lost but without discarding stuff I’ve gained. Already in realizing what I need to do I have found myself pulled back today into shit I haven’t been involved with in years, including some old Internet habits which will Serve Me No Good. I may need to cut back on my Facebooking or find a way to be more moderate with it. I’m sorry, folks, but I have a big mouth and when I see certain things I have to speak up. It’s a huge part of my personality for better and for worse. At times it’s beneficial and at times it sucks me into drama llama which is more distracting than useful. I will however admit to enjoying batting around the occasional Internet troll with my paw (insert cat imagery here). They amuse me far more than they annoy me.

Today’s theme at work, in dreams, and online seemed to be all about Bullies and How to Respond to Them. It seems that for the most part and in most cases, humor utterly disarms them. Unfortunately in some settings that’s not always possible.

Evening rite went well. It’s interesting how I have these little quiet insights that slip into my mind, sometimes while doing the rite. They’re useful. Tomorrow I leave to visit family, and as promised, it’s “do your best and forget the rest”, as Tony Horton of P90X fame would say. If you can do the Abramelin while sick and unable to leave your bed, you can do it while traveling. I put some crystals consecrated with Abramelin oil in the corners of the room and on the Abramelin altar, and plan to bring those with me as sort of my traveling temple room, so to speak. I won’t be able to do candles, incense, etc but I can still do the prayers and keep up the fight.

No excuses. All obstacles are a part of the rite and are a necessity to growth.

Also some nice insight in abundance and attracting abundance not just in terms of health and wealth but also time. I never feel like I have enough. It’s time to start attracting some more.

Didn’t get to do much of the purification and cleansing I wanted to, but I got some laundry from my bedding done. It’s a start.

11 thoughts on “Abramelin, day 28

  1. troll (couldn't help it) says:

    I get many messages in my dreams, it’s one of the easier ways for you HGA to communicate. Are you writing them down somewhere? It can be really helpful later.

    • Scarlet Magdalene says:

      If they’re not recorded here I usually record them elsewhere. I always remember my dreams. ๐Ÿ™‚

  2. Al says:

    Clearly no one informed you that the Abramelin is a Holy & Sacred operation and that putting your Oath and everything else that should be between your Angel and you on the internet for all the profane to see is utter madness and a real insult to your Angel.

    • Scarlet Magdalene says:

      Clearly no one has informed you that I’m not the first magician to do this, and there are several published accounts which exist. Clearly you are a Very Butthurt Armchair Magician upset that someone else is doing something you don’t have the chutzpah to do. Man up and get a life, sweetie. ๐Ÿ™‚

      • troll (couldn't help it) says:

        Clearly “the profane” aren’t sacred enough to gain anything from the Very Butthurt but they might from what you’re doing. Keep it up. I’m enjoying reading…though I wouldn’t mind a little bit more of your dreams…just for extra insight. If your HGA doesn’t mind, that is. lol

        • Scarlet Magdalene says:

          I usually share them when I feel comfortable, but often times they are a bit too personal and touch on some subjects I’d rather not get into. I have a LOT of personal work and healing to do.

  3. troll (couldn't help it) says:

    I get that. As long as you see them. Have you read any Bob Moss dreaming books? I keep coming back to dreaming… I feel yours are yelling, and loudly, right now! Anyway, you don’t have to answer, just carry on. It’s all good.

    • Scarlet Magdalene says:

      Never heard of them! Are they available on Kindle? I am trying to avoid buying any more physical books as I’m running out of room on shelves and running out of room for more shelves. Ah, the laments of a lifelong bookworm. ๐Ÿ™‚

      They are indeed yelling, but everything internally right now is screaming and has been for some time. It’s just now finally getting an outlet and being dealt with. It’s beautiful and I’m so incredibly grateful that I’m doing this rite.

      • troll (couldn't help it) says:

        I borrowed mine from the library in digital version, but yes, they’re on kindle. They’re very good. There’s also a book by Robert Augustus Masters called Knowing Your Shadow that is also good. He works a little with dreams too. I have that one on audio. It’s a beautiful thing for sure, what you’re doing.

  4. troll (couldn't help it) says:

    Here’s a link to Moss’s page. From there you can visit all the books he wrote and pick out the one that appeals to you the most.

    Here’s Masters, in case you want check him out too. They both work with dreams but with different emphasis. I’ve learned a lot from them.

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