Morning rite went okay. I am struggling with all sorts of craziness, psychically speaking. Vivid visions that are more like dreams.

Also struggling to interpret the two hour contemplation part of this phase. There are no holy texts in my faith, and I’m running out of books. I also read VERY fast, which doesn’t help. I will need to find other appropriate things to do.

The house I grew up in is now for sale online, as my parents are preparing to move. I’m staring at pictures of the bedroom I lived in from the time I was five until I went off to college at aged seventeen. It’s a bit surreal.

Evening rite went okay, but once again…completely drained, wiped, etc. I think the stress is getting to me and I needed the downtime .