Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

I am now wondering, what if it’s true and that this job will continue to last until Jan? Maybe I do need those couple of months to get my shit together. I still feel like my head’s potentially on the chopping block and I don’t like it.

I’m wiped. I don’t want to have to think anymore. I want several weeks off with pay to just go stare at the ceiling.

Evening rite went well.