Abramelin, day 196

My dreams are getting weirder and weirder, even for me. Some of them are absolutely hilarious. Some are downright fucking disturbing. My communications with people both online and off are getting stranger. There are people populating my inbox with a slew of “hi”s that are starting to look like Tourette’s. You’d think no one knows that I’m in the middle of this rite and the rest of my chaotic life and no, I’m not super social right now nor doi I want to be. I can’t blame this on Merc in retro (it’s been going on for WAY too long), I really just think I need to keep my distance from people as much as possible. Good luck with that with both job #1 and job #2, however.

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

I am exhausted. I’ve ordered vitamin D supplements online, I may need to start them early. I’m not sure what else the problem could be. Nothing else about my diet or routine has changed.

Evening rite went well.

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