Abramelin, day 178

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

I am acutely aware of how much stress I have going on. Some of it I have channeled into humor vs ranting. It helped a lot. I hope to continue the trend.

I feel like most of what I do is work, sleep, eat, workout, and kitties. I feel like I’ve fallen behind in being able to focus on the things I needed to focus on in order to properly get myself in the mindset of this rite. I don’t know how much of this is by design, by accident, based on alchemy, or what.

Family in town again to help out. I hate needing to rely so much on others during this time but my life has really took a huge dump on me.

Evening rite went well.

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