Morning rite went okay. I think I need to spend more time in there as opposed to less. The morning ones are the toughest however; I am barely awake and coherent and more apt to be forgetful and stupid. I hope my HGA is understanding.

SO much more energy today. I needed yesterday, apparently. The repeated reminders exist, however, that I have a lot of shit to burn away, cleanse, and heal. I don’t even know where to start. Daily intense Reiki? No idea.

I’ve come a long way, I know this. But I’m so insanely, ridiculously far away from where I need to be, and I can’t believe how long it’s taken me to even get here.

Evening rite went…okay. I know what I need to work on and I know what I need to do and why, but it’s going to be the how that is tricky. It always is.