Abramelin, day 246

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

Still chugging away at work. This is a strange place. I don’t mean that as a complaint; they just seem a bit disorganized. We’ll see how it goes.

I’m going back and forth between reading Seven Spheres by Rufus Opus and Domain Driven Design by Eric Evans. It’s whiplash.

Optimistic as ever.

Evening rite went well.

Abramelin, day 245

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

Heard back from the almond wand place, they’re trying to get in touch with the wand maker for an update and will let me know soon.

Work has picked up the pace DRAMATICALLY. In meeting #2 had this overwhelming feeling I was just where I needed to be. Everything is falling into place.

For the first time in a while, I’m feeling ridiculously awesome and optimistic.

Evening rite went well.

Abramelin, day 244

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

Had rite to Hekate in the evening, was a pretty intense ritual but one of those where I knew right after that the effects would not be immediate but take some time behind the scenes.

Leaf raking, that time of year. Am wiped. Came home after the ritual, did evening rite, then passed out.

Tomorrow is another day.

Abramelin, day 243

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

Good day in general: payday, got to leave early, went to the movies and out to dinner. Struggling to get enough sleep, hoping tonight will be far better.

Still reading Peter Kingsley’s Reality.

Evening rite went well.

 

Abramelin, day 242

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

Sleep depped but got some personal shit sorted out.

Day spent improving my diet and working out and getting shit done online. I feel so productive and I haven’t even been given “real” work yet to do at work.

Evening rite went well.

Abramelin, day 241

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well.

More sleep obtained, rest of Peter Kingsley’s book read. Two more to read.

Good day today but not without its challenges. Also got a Body Beast workout done. Hopefully will make a habit of this. Of course, now I am WIPED.

Evening rite went well.

Abramelin, day 240

Woke up in middle of night, could NOT go back to sleep, floated in between for I don’t know how long.

Went to sleep, and had the trippiest dream ever. One moment I was interacting with the characters from the tv show Charmed, the next I was interacting with my HGA. There was an obvious comparison between the “whitelighters” being paired with the witches on the show and the HGA. At some point in the dream I realized I had missed my flight to Florida where I was supposed to be spending the next two days, mentioned this to my HGA who said, “Oh no, I’m putting you on an assignment.” Next thing I know I’m solving some odd puzzle–a little too easily as I clicked on one thing and won–and wound up sending some video to a fellow magician/friend online. Then I was watching him watch the video, which was of some man with dark skin and very, very light blue eyes talking. I didn’t get to see what he was talking about because my friend fast forwarded to the end. I just know that the man in the video was VERY agitated. My friend then paused the video in time for the  man’s two eyes to be one big, light blue eye in the center of his forehead, and he said “And that’s all I’ve got left.”

Woke up with a start about 10 minutes before my alarm was due to go off.

Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well…all things considered. Horribly sleep depped, was a zombie most of the day. It went by in a blur.

ZERO clue what that dream shit meant and I’m more than a little creeped out.

Another offer for getting me an almond wand online.

Evening rite went well.

Abramelin, day 239

Morning and noon rites went well.

Met with a few people from my Strega group in the evening for candle making, discussion, and dinner. They’re going to try to find me some almond wood.

Got numerous ideas, need to start rereading Kingsley’s books.

Evening rite went well.

 

Abramelin, day 238

Lots of very strange dreams, bound to happen when you go to bed super early due to an upset stomach. Slept for 10 hours too.

Kept dreaming of seeing images of me being either INSANELY pregnant and being told to “be careful” and “I don’t understand what that means” to x-ray images showing a small, red dragon growing that was attached to me. In another dream a small eagle came, landed on my leg and wrapped its wings around me and wouldn’t leave.

No drugs are needed, ever.

Morning and noon rite went well.

Spent the day relaxing, working out, cleaning, and getting homework for my nutrition certification class done.

I feel like I’m getting somewhere but I feel comfortable, too.

Evening rite went well.

Abramelin, day 237

Morning and noon prayer rite went well.

Job is going well so far, hopefully will stay that way! They are giving me high hopes and it’d be nice too finally be in a place I can stay in for a while AND have time to work on my side businesses until I can leave IT.

Stomach still upset and sensitive. When did I ever get this sensitive? Will need to watch what I eat next few days if much of anything at all.

Evening rite went okay, but had to go to bed early because I wasn’t feeling well. Only third time ever during the operation I’ve had to do it in my room instead.