Spent day relaxing with family, also managed to get more Abramelin incense and charcoal for the rite.
I keep getting jerked back and forth between normal awareness of what is going on and an over-abundant awareness of change and the passing of time. That whiplash again. Still battling personal bullshit too. Surprisingly challenging day, felt like review of past crap in a way. Wonder what made it come up. Reached conclusion later that I am sleep depped and it does me no favors. Gentle reminder to self to get better sleeping habits.
Got an early dismissal from work, was able to prepare and pack for Thanksgiving travel.
Very close to finishing my nutrition certification, have signed myself up for a class for my NASM fitness trainer certification as well. With any luck I should be able to take the test when I’m done and pass. Also got an invite to be on Rufus Opus’ podcast discussing my experiences with the Abramelin so far, so look for that. More details when I have it but should be in a few weeks.
Woke up in middle of night, could NOT go back to sleep, floated in between for I don’t know how long.
Went to sleep, and had the trippiest dream ever. One moment I was interacting with the characters from the tv show Charmed, the next I was interacting with my HGA. There was an obvious comparison between the “whitelighters” being paired with the witches on the show and the HGA. At some point in the dream I realized I had missed my flight to Florida where I was supposed to be spending the next two days, mentioned this to my HGA who said, “Oh no, I’m putting you on an assignment.” Next thing I know I’m solving some odd puzzle–a little too easily as I clicked on one thing and won–and wound up sending some video to a fellow magician/friend online. Then I was watching him watch the video, which was of some man with dark skin and very, very light blue eyes talking. I didn’t get to see what he was talking about because my friend fast forwarded to the end. I just know that the man in the video was VERY agitated. My friend then paused the video in time for the man’s two eyes to be one big, light blue eye in the center of his forehead, and he said “And that’s all I’ve got left.”
Woke up with a start about 10 minutes before my alarm was due to go off.
Morning rite and noon prayer rite went well…all things considered. Horribly sleep depped, was a zombie most of the day. It went by in a blur.
ZERO clue what that dream shit meant and I’m more than a little creeped out.
Another offer for getting me an almond wand online.