Morning rite and noon prayer rite both went well.

Still dealing with lots of stress and taking one day at a time. Kitties are doing fine at least.

The problem with having so much to deal with is that it’s very…scattering. Maintaining focus is hard. I see now why the Abramelin wants you as far away from the usual day to day nonsense as possible. Because of this rite, you have a LOT of internal stuff to process and changes to integrate. It is subtle and it doesn’t happen all at once, but you still need to take the time to do it. Running around to work, to run errands, to do this, to do that…you lack that time, and the stress just increases at a result.

I am now more certain than ever that the close of this rite will be when this job is over.

“Send Me An Angel” still stuck in my head.

Evening rite went well.