Abramelin, day 48

Morning rite went well. I had a phone screening that also went well; they want to bring me in for a face to face interview. So many mixed emotions. I want to be sure I am doing the right thing.

I opted for a long walk with dinner in between tonight. I am aware of the fact that I am making progress but even with the progress there is a new level of friction, issues to be dealt with, etc. It is frustrating but I am doing my best. I am keeping myself in check.

Energy levels today were good. I am making massive, massive progress and I look forward to the future. There’s a light at the end of the tunnel. I don’t feel all is lost, far from it. But it will be a challenge, no doubt about that.

The bullshit continues to be purged, and I continue to heal and purify.

Evening rite went okay, but I am drained.

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