Lots of dreams about my friend last night, lots of weirdness. No nightmares per se and slept well otherwise.
Morning rite went well. Where I’m staying I have an eastern window! I usually just face east, no window. The fresh air and sunlight is nice.
Not surprisingly, I’ve had my first share of negative commentary whining that I’m “profaning my angel” by blogging this and my experiences. First of all…anyone reading this can tell that there are some matters I speak very obliquely about. I’m not baring my soul here. Secondly…it’s between me and my HGA. On day 30 I think I’d hear or perceive something if there were a problem. In any event, my task is simple: inspire others to get out there and do the work. Since I’ve started posting I’ve had all sorts of private messages telling me them that my Abramelin posts have inspired them to get back into the fray, so to speak, and do the Work. That shit THRILLS me. I live for that. For that reason and that reason alone, I cannot see what I am doing as a bad thing.
I took my oath publicly because it’s not a private oath. I’m holding myself accountable. Others have done the same.
I believe in what I’m doing, and by the gods, I will see this through.